purest of pain..

It’s been months since I’m writing and I have roughly 10 drafts that haven’t been published yet. I’ve learned by heart to avoid writing anything when I am hurt. Those past months hadn’t been easy, trying to cope up with lost and loneliness and wrecked friendships.

 As much as I’m keeping away from posting too many songs on my blog, I bumped into one of those beautiful songs from my old playlist. This one is quite special. A memory of first love and first broken heart brings nostalgia.

Purest of Pain

Sorry didn't mean to call you but I couldn't fight it
I guess I was weak, couldn't even hide it
And so I surrendered, just to hear your voice.

Don't know how many times I said I'm gonna live without you,

And maybe someone else is standing there beside you,

But there's something, baby that you need to know.

That deep inside me, I feel like I'm dying.

I have to see you; it's all that I'm asking.

Baby, give me back my fantasy.

The courage that I need to live,

The air that I breathe

Living without you, my world's become so empty.

The days are so cold and lonely

And each night I taste the purest of pain.

Ii wish I could tell you I'm feeling better everyday

That it didn't hurt when you walk away,

But to tell you the truth I can't find my way

And deep inside me, I feel like I'm dying.

I have to see you; it's all that I'm asking.

Baby, give me back my fantasy

The courage that I need to live,

The air that I breathe

Living without you, my world's become so empty

The days are so cold and lonely

And each night I taste the purest of pain.

I'm sorry I didn't mean to call you but I couldn't fight it.

I guess I was weak, couldn't even hide it

And so I surrendered just to hear your voice..