reflecting..

It’s the last Sunday of Lent. Thank God I was able to go to church with my cousins and with my brother..

My first plan for this coming holiday is to have a solemn reconciliation with HIM, spend more time nurturing my spiritual life.. I miss talking to HIM. I feel like dirty nowadays. A sinner. Like we all are..

I need to go to confession, but I have no time.. I think I Should file a leave on my work, at least a day. To find some time to reflect on my life these past few months.. Yes, it’s the best thing to do! I miss being a faithful servant, an active christian. Felt guilty every time I attend mass, seemed like Fr. Alvin's words were directly thrown at me.. I'm always into silent tears everytime I hear those songs, which reminds me of my childhood spiritual encounters.. It makes me nostalgic..

I so wanted to have a “visita iglesia” this Maunday Thursday. My problem is, I have no one to go with.. Hay! i can’t rely on my cousins. They’re all set to have some out-of-town trip to somewhere. Neither can I trust my office mates, they have life of their own.. Can you go with me? Please??

-angel-