Too little too LATE..

It's just a little too late, a little too wrong.
And I can't wait..
But you know all the right things to say.
But we know it's just a little too late...

Too late.
That's the word. The word I couldn't even dare to admit and accept.
Why does it have to be just now? 
If only I knew the truth back then, the truth that was hidden behind me.
And then one faithful night changed my life forever..
It changed my standpoint with a man.
The man I considered my super best friend.
I never thought our lives would ever transect and then goes into a crisscross situation.

I Love Him.
That's the problem. It is not right. It's insane to be exact.
How could we share such feeling? 
He seem to occupy every space in my heart right now.
He came the time when I thought I have no right to feel something
that has been so hard to grasp over the years..

3 years.
Lonely, 3 long and agonizing years. 
My life was plain and simple.
I have come to accept the fact that no one was destined for me.
That I will forever be alone.